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Living Out loud: little me BIG GOD by Karin Sylvester Soderstrom. Anything that is good that comes from me...is NOT ME... it is GOD! The things He PUTS in my PATH constantly keep me in awe. I am just a common woman with more shortcomings and sin than I thought HE had the Grace for! I WAS WRONG! There is no QUOTA on Grace, just stop putting Him in a box!
God ain't through with me yet. There are still many rough edges that need to be refined.
ReplyDeleteGil
Awesome Mama! Love it!!
ReplyDeleteMark
Yearning to hear God's words spoken to me as heard by Prophets I learned through his silence thy art with me.
ReplyDeleteCousin David
:) MILITUM XPISTI
ReplyDeleteI really wasn't going to look at this website reguardless of how many times you asked me. Pretty crappy! I know. You think out of all the people in the world your own child/parent would support you...thats something I am struggling with. I have seen a change in you. There are things I like and there are things I dont like. First off I have been very unsupportive of your writing and thats wrong of me. You have a gift and its amazing! Im proud of what your doing. My biggest concern is how much it consumes you. Sometimes I just want to spend time and that doesn't seem to happen between our personal schedules and commitments. For the last week or so I really was considering just giving up on trying to make our relationship work.Last night we talked and you told me a lot of things I didn't want to hear, but in the end when stuff got really bad for me you were there, and you are going to be there the best you can and that means more to me then anything. You have always been my rock my whole life and I hope I can get over the past and the anger and see that you really do love me and have the best of intentions. I love You Momma.
ReplyDeleteI know you don't typically like rap music but I posted a discretionary Eminem video the other day and thought that you may actually like some of the lyrics in it.. :)
ReplyDeleteAnd I just can’t keep living this way
So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage
I’m standing up, Imma face my demons
I’m manning up, Imma hold my ground
I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now
[Verse 3]
It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don’t even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
....
[Chorus]
I’m not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We’ll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you’re not alone
Holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
[End]
Thought of you for some reason immediately, hope you are doing ok haven't heard from you in a few. I have been reading your blog tho. ♥ Hope all is well with you & yours! xoxo
Always,
Heather ;)
Following you blog and supporting your mission to live out loud...
ReplyDeletehey fuck you and your bullshit.....
ReplyDeletewow this is a nice set up for a lying, manipulative, back stabbing, sorry excuse for a mother. i hear your up 3 days at a time on "your pills" never leaving your room to have a relationship with your daughters who are spiraling out of control. you lied about why u are not coming to my wedding. your not coming because u were asked not to come after all the incidents with the police and neglect cases dss and Chloe behavior and your inability to communicate with them.. i hope your friends like danny and judy who show up like 1 every two months just to stir you up. you really are mental unhealthy you know this u have no control over your children or even your own actions at times. i really hope you have a nice life i really wish you weren't so cold hearted and heartless. u need to get the fuck off the computer and be a mother not a rotten drama queen in your cave i really hate you sometimes
Wednesday, July 28, 2010