I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I LIVE ON THE EDGE (SOMETIMES OVER THE EDGE) OF SUCH PANIC AND ANXIETY WHEN I AM A CHRIST FOLLOWER. I SUPPOSE IT'S PART OF MY THORN BUT IT REALLY UNNERVES ME...AND THOSE AROUND ME. AREN'T OTHERS SUPPOSED TO RECOGNIZE ME BY MY FRUIT? I TELL YOU THIS BECAUSE I HAVE NO DOUBT ABOUT GOD'S LOVE FOR ME AND I CERTAINLY CAN'T BE ALONE. WE ALL HAVE STUFF...DON'T WE? WHY IS MINE SO PAINFULLY OBVIOUS...MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A HYPOCRITE ALL THE TIME, LIKE MANY OTHER THINGS IN MY LIFE. IT HURTS.
JUST A TOUGH MOMENT.
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